If I'm not me; now
What would happen to me, soon?
What would I be, then?
Allah knows better.
Everytime I looked at random pictures;
And looked at random people around me
I did ask myself a question
What if I were those people?
What If this is not me?
What will happen to me?
Again; Only Allah has the answer.
I shouldn't questioning that.
This is my fate.
From all the life i had live, this is my current destination.
And for sure, it's temporarily.
Or a day after?
I just will know that when it is happen.
Sometimes I feel like I'm not strong
There was a time that I wanted to be them
For give me a chance to still be me,
I don't wanna change to be another
That I used to be.
And for the life I'm Living now,
Thank You Allah for giving me heart to beat.